[w][e][d][n][e][s][d][a][e] 07.09.03

heyz every1...wow...its been about 4 months since i last rote in this xanga....i knoe most of u guys have been keeping up wit meeh in mai newer xangaz so ur preety up 2 date wit mai lyphe...so yahz..i guess uve noticed that lots went on in mai lyphe durin march...n lots od stuffiez happened that i kindah wanted 2 4get....but i guess it'll never completely go away...lots of stuffiez might beeh hidden but never completely gone...n i guess thas y i never rote on here...i wanted 2 try 2 4get everythyng but i also wanted 2 hav everythyng ryten down in case i wanted 2 relive mai memories...but i dunt knoe...wellz...i guess thas all...<3, meeh

hey ppL...well one last edit 2 mai page...so laterz...

[s][u][n][d][a][e] 03.16.03 @ 3.54pm

<hey ppLz...mai lyph is messed...i thot everyting was finally okae...but schlitz i was so wrong....i meen i thot everyting was straightened out and every1 was okae wit each other but i guess ppL will lie 2 get wat they want...>

<so okaez..well mai ex...is being weird 2 meeh rite now...i knoe he's hurting and i knoe he's po'ed but still....i knoe i kant put blame on n-e 1 but mai-self...i guess in a wai i was sortah asking 4 this kindah truble...but truthfullie i didnt tink it was that bad...so yahz...IM SORREE!!!!..i kan onlee offer u an apology and nothing else...i kan offer other stuff but none of it would beeh tru so y bother...>

<i tink i mite giv up on guys soon...cuz u knoe they're so high maintanence...i meen 4 reelz kine...though i still gots mai eye on sum1 spesho...yahz...2 many guys r so high maintenence...they alwaiz need attention...and they alwaiz get jealous...or @ least the ones ive known do...but yahz...or they act lyke they kare but they dont reallie...or hmmm...they tink they're all damn tuff and stuff...but r they...nah...most r just wimps...they kant handle emotions....its 2...hard 4 dem 2 deal...but yahz...i mite giv up on guys unless the rite one comes in2 mai lyph...wellz gurlz not 2 beeh a downer but think about it and think about ur boi, or exes or ur spesho sum1 u gots ur eye on...dont that all sound about accurate...dont get meeh wrong...i havent given up completely yet....cuz there'z still sum1 spesho i lyke but...its sortah tru about all mai exes...u knoe so just a few thotz...alohaz...>

.:*AnGeL*:.

[s][a][t][e][r][d][a][e] 03.15.03 @ 9.01am

<wat the hell was i tinken???? wake up @ lyke fricken 7 this morning...i swear i tried 2 go back 2 sleep but sum ppL dont knoe how 2 shut up...i swear...im so damn tired now...but cheehee....i get 2 go shopping 2dae and im hoping 2 spend a shyt load of cash....woohoo!!!! all rite!!! yay!!!>

<u knoe wat i just realized wit this xanga thing...if u rite bout ur daily lyph and how u just chill and stuff u dont get 2 many comments and propz...lyke maybeeh 2 or 3 per entry or so....but if u rite about ur probs and how fucked up ur lyph is ppL leave hella plentee comments...funnie...cuz lyke b4 last week thursdae or so i would rite about wat i wen do and stuff and onlee get lyke 3 comments on one entry but now that ive been riting bout probs i get lyke 8-10 comments an entry...its funnie...i guess ppL onlee lyke 2 listen 2 u wen u hav probs not reallie just 2 listen...i thot that was hilarious...i meen its nice 2 knoe u guys r there 4 meeh...but u onlee seem 2 pop up wen i hav a problem...cuz this happened the last tyme i had a prob...everyone started 2 leave comments and stuff once i rote bout mai probs...heehee...funnie funnie...>

<ummm...yahz...so much mahaloz...2 every1 whose been leaving comments...dont stop cuz i lyke hearing frum u guys...its kewlie...but yapz..heehee didnt yah just luv mai last entry..i think i was fricken high u knoe....one piece of advice do not drink coffee late @ nyte okaez...it takes fucken long 2 fall asleep...i meen i drank the damn stuff @ 11.15 last nyte and never fall asleep til lyke fricken 1 this morning and yahz i got up @ fucken 3...went back 2 sleep and den woek up @ 7...i swear im so tired..lyphz a bee-yatch.....

alohaz...

.:*AnGeL*:.

[f][r][i][d][a][e] 03.14.03 @ 8.22pm

<CHEEHEE!!!! its spring break BaBy!!!!....YaHoo!!!! no Skoo...no Hw...no Teachers...YaY!!!...but WoW!!!! wat 2 do 4 two weeks...cuz i knoe i kant sleep all dae...but yepz...ummm...i gonna beeh doing choke kine stuff these nex 2 weeks cuz i gotta keep b-z and keep mai mind off certain stuffz @ least 4 now u knoe so if n-e of mai ppLz lyke 4 reach meeh....call mai cellie...if u dont get meeh @ home...hahaha!!!...im so fricken hyped...rite now...its so kewlie...u knoe...mai goshie...i wish i could beeh lyke dis all the tyme...OMG!!! this is so hilarious...hahaha....umm...kaez...sum shoutouts 2 mai fwenz....kaez...>

<shoutouts><if u wanna check out mai fwenz pagez...click on their name..>

PrInCeSsLySkA~hEy GuRlIe....ThX sO mUcH 4 eVeRyTiNg...ItS aLl HeLpEd...SuMtYmEz...I sTiLl FeEl BaD bUt i KaNt Do N-e TiNg JuSt YeT....bUt YePz...So JuSt ThX 4 lEtTiNg MeEh TaLk 2 U wEn I nEeD a FwEn....

PiNaY_GiGgLez48~HeY gUrL!!! mUcH mAhaLoZ 4 eVeRyTiNg KaEz...i PrObAbLy WoUlDnT hAv BeEn AbLe 2 SoLvE mAi PrOb iF nOt 4 U...tHx...O aNd PrAy 4 MeEh KaEz...CuZ i NeEd It RiTe NoW...

SmOkEy_JoE~hEy...ThX...i KnOe I kAnT tElL u EvErYtInG rItE nOw...BuT tHx 4 LiStEnInG 2 mEeH wEn I nEeDeD iT...i TiNk It KiNdAh HeLpEd MeEh....PrAy 4 MeEh 2 OkAeZ...

AzNsUpErMaN~hEy...I kNoE i DoNt ReAlLiE tAlK 2 u N-e MoRe BuT dO MeEh A fAvE aNd PrAy 4 MeEh OkAe CuZ iM hAvInG sUm StrUgGlEz WiT mAi LyPh AnD sUm OtHeR sHyT...

KaRaZyChIc78~HeY gUrLiE...tHx 4 LeTtInG mEeH vEnT 2 u ThOsE fEw DaEz...SoRrEe 4 ThAt BuT u WeRe ThE fIrSt pErSoN i WeN rUn In2...sO YaHz...BuT kEeP mEeH iN uR pRaYeRz KaEz...I nEeD iT...

BaBybLuErAvErBoI~HeY...tHx...I DoNt KnOe Y i RoTe ThAt...WeLl...I hOpE aLl Ur PrObs WoRk OuT 4 tHe BeSt...AnD rEmEmBeR tHaT u AlWaIz GoT uR fWeNz 4 SuPpOrT...aNd ThAt Im PrAyInG 4 u...BuT dO mEeH a FaVoR aNd PrAy 4 MeEh 2...

<okaez those r mai main shoutouts but here r sum more 2 more of mai peepz...>

2: ThUg_AnGeL808, PrInCeKaNeShIrO, GeNeRaSiAn_PoWeRd, BaBi3VteK, BaBeEgUrL52, GeNkI_pRo5, PuNkAnGeL2gUd4U, ByE_87, DoRkOgUrLiE56....kaez i tink thas all well if i 4got u im so sorree...and tell meeh i'll try mai bestest best not 2 4get again...

<okae im gonna rite sum more now...im kindah happie now...well im still tinking bout sum stuff but mai fwens hav been the bestest best trying 2 cheer meeh up...and 2 mai "big sis" thx a lot 4 trying 2 help meeh i luv u 4 that and i hope wat ever u did is going 2 help...thx so much 4 everyting big sis...>

<heehee...last nyte was so hilarious...kaez i wen go 2 the heylers house 4 home groups and ramos was there along wit david, esther, william, mai sis, pi'ilani, and james...and it was so funnie...see the heylers hav all these balls lying around so mai sis, david, ramos and esther and meeh were playing wit dem trying 2 hit each other wit the balls....heehee fun u knoe especially since it was meeh and daniel and esther versus mai sis and david...i felt bad 4 james cuz a couple of the tymes sum1 *cough cough* ramos *cough cough* almost hit him....but yahz...it was fun and it took mai mind off stuff...it was also funnie cuz meeh and ramos were the com and it was so slow OMG!!! i meen lyke we'd click sumting go play wit the kids den come back and it still wasnt dun...so after a while we kindah gave up...so yepz...but i had super plentee kine fun...i hope he comes back nex week cuz now i dont gotta play wit the kids he can...but yepz...umm...wat else is happening...not reallie 2 much...i guess i gotta go cuz im lyke fricken falling asleep trying 2 type all this but yah i tink mai high is falling...heehee...never mind im back...WOOHOO!!!! no skoo 4 2 weekz...heehee...and i get 4 go shopping lyke choke tymez spring break...im gonna go fucken broke...o wellz...>

<ummm....2 every1 @ LCC in rock solid...i hope most of u guys [and gurls] r coming 2 childrens camp 2 help...unless u work of course [cuz we all knoe how important it is 2 work, rite roland???] but yepz i hope u guys all come cuz its gonna beeh hella fun...remember last year...it was a blast...especially all that krazee stuff we wen do after the kids went 2 sleep lyke run around the camp and get lost and scare ppL in the middle of the nyte and stuff...heehee...gotta do that again....so yahz hope u ppLz all come...>

<so payce n' God bless...>

.:*anGeL*:.